What the fug? I'm sick with bronchitis, or some kind of bronchial thing. I blame Leo. He got me SMOKING while he was here, and I've been hacking up a lung ever since. Now I have some sort of phlegm issue and fatigue ( I know, TMI), so I think all that inhaling just made me more susceptible to whatever-the-hell I have now. I've been downg Robitussin, which helps the cough, but the oh-so-sexy wet cough deep in my chest still remains.

It's just not fair. Everyone else gets to have a vice or two, and not me ( *pouting*). Can't drink, won't do drugs anymore ( there's not any good ones left, and I have become woefully responsible with this in my old age), and apparently, can't even suck down some nicotine and carbon monoxide when I damned well want to without getting sick. What else is there? Sex. Yeah, well we know where I am on that.... what else? Trans fats? Shopping for shoes? Gum snapping? Or -god forbid- running or some other form of excessive exercize?!?!?!

Dammit, a girl should be able to smoke a few Camels and wake up the next day just coughing a bit ans smelling like a bar like everyone else. Fucking fuck fuck fuck. Can't I have anything that allows me to be Bad every once in a while??